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Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl’s heart, its much, much, much more than you know it affected her? That her tears are not only to show how much it hurt but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong? That when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can’t because they’re very beautiful memories to keep? That she can’t throw away the gifts and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her? That whenever she thinks of the “I love you” words you told her, she mutters “I love you, too” but realizes she can’t say it anymore? That its like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes? NO. You don’t know what it feels like. You don’t know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled. And its taken very seriously because, once a girl loves, a girl really loves.

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sigh.. Me and my ex fiance broke up this past sunday.. Today I really miss him. I love him to death. Maybe its normal to feel this way after the break up. I just don’t know how to get on with my life. He is like my bestest friend entire world. I don’t want to be without him or be with someone else. But at the same time I don’t want to be lies to or betray again. He done this alot but I am still in love with him. its not ok for him to lied to me and think its ok. I feel like my life is over and Im in a dark place. I don’t know what to do anymore, I cried for an hour today. Im ready to sleep. i just miss him and miss being happy and all the fun stuff we do. I really enjoyed that… I just want to breathe again and feel numb. I hate this. it fucking sux!

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